Bitter Ruin - Outrageous

I wanted to put myself in your position to figure you out So I took a chainsaw to my skull and extracted my brain out And something I found out in this exercise is you are alone I wanted to think like you thought to answer some of the “whys?” So I took a blindfold of denial and bolted it to my eyes And what I saw was something I'd not known before that you are alone See those pretty eyes, can be pretty green See that pretty mouth, can be pretty mean This boy is, this boy is outrageous I tiptoed around you like a ballerina ‘cause I was naive But you made me murderous, viciousness showed itself in me Yeah it drew out a venom I'd not known about ‘cause he was alone Yeah he took it out on me And I took it readily Whilst surviving this attack I soon learned how to battle back See those pretty eyes, can be pretty green See that pretty mouth, can be pretty mean This boy is, this boy is outrageous I can't say that I know myself anymore And I won't say that I can be repaired But I know I've learnt from the trials that I was made to endure Now he won't cross me, I'm angry, and he's the one that needs to be scared See these pretty eyes, can be pretty green See this pretty mouth, can be pretty mean This girl is, this girl is outrageous